YOW-CHIN LI

去年老天爺開了一個玩笑，要我回到家鄉將過往未處理的課題好好放下。

 

開始獨自一人在房間度過的時光裡，射進窗戶的陽光隨著時間推移出現又消失，買回來插花的花朵盛開後又凋謝，街道上的景色日復一日不斷地在改變。這些不著痕跡的日常瑣碎流動像是日記般的記錄了逐漸回歸自我的過程——那些內在對話、療傷、各種情緒共存的證明。

 

我至今仍在學習人生課題的解法，不過那些自我對話過的紀錄卻無法抹除，於是我嘗試透過觀景窗，將這些畫面捕捉下來。

 

 

I think God made a joke on me last year, he gave me the chance to return back to my hometown-Kaohsiung, to deal with the life issue which I am not willing to face in the past.

 

When I started to stay at home alone during the daily life when I am in Kaohsiung, I could feel the sunshine moving in and moving out through time passing,

 

I could strongly feel that time is passing. By staring at the sunshine moving in and moving out, flowers that I bought home for decoration have bloomed and dropped. Also, the sceneries on the street have changed rapidly and in a quiet way. This kind of scenery changes without any trace and it’s just like my diary- which recorded the process of how I return back to the deepest inner me. The conversation cure and the emotions come and go are the evidence that I’ve tried to stay with them.

 

I cannot say whether I’ve already know how to figure out the life issue, but for sure, the conversation of my self-thinking can never be deleted. This is the reason that I tried to capture the image in my head through the viewfinder of favourite camera.